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Monday, September 27, 2004

Eaten at least 8 MOONCAKEs till now. I even bought big pack of sweet stuffs to chew at. And gain weight recently! GOD HELP ME! I AM SICK! I got compulsive eating disorder. I know I got that craving for sweet ! I can't control!

1 mooncake big size 520 calories
8 MC = 520x 8 =4160 calories

plus other sweet stuff of total 4160 calories .

Ladies and gentleman, I will like to show u that siew hui had gained 2.5 kg .
That plumb and big sized siew hui is so cute now that u simply wan to prunck my face.

BoriZ Life Goes on .
My Life Now IS all Abt time management and organising tasks and jobs and interviews.
Let me see ....I got job offer from Sigma Aldrich as sales , logistics cum customer service -ordinator and another is lab analyst(microbio) from West Pharmacautical. Wat to choose? All boringZ job , dun know y I wan to apply . MAybe ... get used for the habit of "interview-holic" ... and "interview-phobic" .

Anonymous scribbled this at 6:47 AM...

Friday, September 24, 2004

I' m brave indeed to reinvent myself with a new 'do. Anyway, no burning of pocket with the sizzling effect , on the opp effect, pocket some bucks on to your pocket. How much can I earn ? What I concern is the first hand experience I get from arena of modelling. And of coz, for the sake of my blog and yr candy eyes!

"I am going to change the way people react to me and the way I see myself."

The disadv....
Do hair modelling means sacrificing in some way:U got try to be professional and modelling is hard work.
It is not glamour, it's glummy when u know that some thing is not turning out wat u think is it , no matter wat the ppl do to u , u like it or not , it's your job becoz u own them a service and they are going to market their service to customer on u.
As wat I have say, lots of model there, there will not be quality treatment(the BAD HAIR TREATMENT) , anyway u are not their customer so y shall they please u , for example , no after hair treatment is done to repair yr hair after countless breaching and basically, they(not sugi and kaori) treat our hair like dummy's hair. Dismoralised! !!! BAd mouth them! In another word, they are practical. Anyway, the world is practical. That's y they say down-to-earth.
U goin to lose weight or maintain a fit shape
models are health -freak, u got to drink gallon of water for clear complexion.
patient
tolerance
humble yet confident
contrast on wat u feel but got to put up a gd show coz u are paid to do a service.

Although this lst assignment and not a big project but at least it had gives me a taste of a model's life.

The adv...
The payoff is huge but not the pay(link this to disadv).
Meet lots of friends.
Since I am doing hairshow then I know more about hair stuff especially from very experience stylist and makeup artist.
Gain confident and u begin to love yrself more (btw , there is one pro man model, he allured such a confident look n every poise n every movement , no doubt galz like confident guys ~i'm stunned~)...well, that makes me think "where the hell he got such confident?)
free makeover so u don't hear the sizzling sound n smoke evolved from your pocket(by the way, I heard that the salon charge few hundreds dollars per session visit~pro stylist wah~)
Overall species up yr life
keep u up to date of the latest trend, u gt the lst hand style ! But this don't apply that u look gd on it , u are a fashion victim(link this to disadv)

The hair show actually is about giving some demo and advice in this year street jap latest look to consider for fall. We are about to begin to protest that rebonding is out. Jap and soft perming is in for this season. That's y the main highlight for the show is Curls and perms with enchancing highlights that accentuates (to emphasize a particular feature of something or to make something more noticeable) your facial feature.

lst day: Audition. Appointed u next week for a hair analysis at the salon
2nd follow up: At the salon, Sugi-san look at my hair , shake up a bit and found that my hair is not suitable for perming, so he decided "ok, I will give u some highlights to your hair and do some layered cut in front and a bit at the back. That's will be sexy."

The highlights goes a long story.

1)They breach some streaks of hair all over my head.
2)Washed my hair, wow, i like the golden streaks of hairs on my head. It looks refresh and hip. Happily I thought that that's the end.
3) wRAPPED up my streaks with hair colouring with foil. wash away. Result in red streak of hairs especially in front. REd streaks is not this fiery red. But this unoblivious copper red shade that gives warm looks. I love it !
3)Just as thought it is over, and the next thing is that they will gives me cut, they breach my hair again on the next evening. U know wat? They breach my hair again (only in front) .The process goes wrong and I dun know wat did sugi 's assistant do, my front's turned White-greenish. HORRRIBLE! Sugi saw the hair, gives a unusual look on his face and lectured his assistant in japanese. Assistant's face turned black . Well, although I dun know wat are they toking abt but I can tell from the gesture. I giggled. That Ass wash my hair roughly. PAIN!

4) ok , nobody in that salon can be more miserable than me. That' s end of that day and they ask me to follow up on the next day which is the actual day of the show! While in the bus back home , cool man! PPL look at my hair and practically they are glancing hard at my hair thinking "my god, y is this bespec decent looking gal wearing unfashionable clothes dyed her hair in this color?? LOOK SO OLD AND MONSTERiOUS! " One gal actually whispered to her bf about me and her bf look at me. "Come on , this is latest fall's look ok , I am proud of it and I am in trend!" I am trying to convince myself

5) Tueday : Reached at the salon at 3.15pm (must reach Mandarin hotel at 4pm).
They did some color -toning to my hair. The chemical is BURNING my poor Scalp. PAIN! Excuse me, they are like very Ga jong and they are practically emptying the WHOLE content of bottle of watever chemical on my head and hopefully my hair get the right shade they want by 3.30pm. Same ass washed my hair like knitting dough. (SCreaM in PaIn as though they are pucking my hair one by one. Is MY SCAlp is tearing off? + + ). Let me tell u wat I am feeling , try pouring 73% Hydrochloric acid on to yr head, u will like the sizzling effect as u jump in tears!lolxx
My streak of greeny-white hair turn instant blonde. Blonde color combined with a minimum shade of autumn red. Since they are rushing for time, they leave my hair wet and prepared to leave. I am of coz blazy red in angry. When i ask them abt my hair, they struggle 1 min to blow dry my hair.

6) My hair is still wet. I walk along the orchard from liat tower to mandarin hotel. This is the latest trend : Creating wet hair with blonde highlight like u have just come up from swimming pool.
7) At the stage, sugi is cutting my hair. I nv knows beforehand why he wants to give that hairstyle to me until he told the audience. Let me summarise wat he say :
"My model got a beautiful long shiny straight hair (of coz, he ironed my hair last min at the backstage) but look dry especially at the bottom. Jap ppl like to highlight their hair and undergoes varies treatment that made hair lustless. In order to brighten up the appearance, i give her some highlights with special chemical our salon endosed that helps highlights remain shiny after treatment (huh..special chemical agent with added 73% HCL?) . The product have protein added that can at the same time treat the hair while doing damaging breaching."
He show off his special "hanging " skill of cutting that produce that layered style of hair that typical jap gals ambassed. His quick hand in snipping my hairs off (without clips) made my head feels lighter while I witness how my hair transformed dramatically. Audiences wow and questions asked. He finished the cut by trimming some parts so that the hair can "connect" together. Wax are applied to give shapely styles texture, with a touch of soft Airy volume with light waves and curls , completed with airy bounce light feeling.
BAsed on translation from the sissy mc.
Of course, this may not be my ideal hairstyle , but u got to walk across the stage with confident, edgy and fresh wif .....smiles hehhe. Since this is my hair , I got to love it !
I asked kaori for advice on how to style my hair, she said that i can "style my hair with a bit of wax and place my back hair in front". Basically she is saying that I can place my back hair over to the front and twisted it at the end with wax, to complete, blow for a few sec with a dryer or rollor to achieve the light curling effect on the end. For the front view, apply a bit of gel and give a light lift to the hair. This is wat I have learn based on my observation when they are doing the hair to the models.

My words
My new haircut is shocking and it carries certain cachet; overnite , i am suddenly viewed as more edgy and confident than before. It's an accident that i chose this moment to make a starting change. Transitional times such as turned 21 and career milestone, independence and taking control, making big decision of your rest of life of wat I want to do next since government education had stopped spoon-feeding me.
"cutting your hair is a quick and easy way to tell people, 'I'm different now.' You are saying that you're in control. "Of course , in control does not mean without some reservation. Before going through with my hair overhual, I informed family about my cut. The overwhelming reaction: "why ?No. Don't do it !"My mom pleaded me :"but u have such a pretty hair."
i remained undeterred, but i am determined to prove my naysayers wrong.
I am thinking that the hair will grow back, lets say that u live till 65 years old. u ahve 44 years left, equal to 528 months to live. Why not use only maxi few months of yr life creating a diff style of hair. Still plenty opportunity for "safe" hair.

Long , lank hair can appear dated. Suki-san thought that my long hair weighed me down , combined with black hair looks dull. He demand to refresh my look with a sexy shag, which can be done in a long or shot version. The beauty of this cut is that it goes any hair texture. This hair looks thicker, but in a contridiction, they goes with a subtle layers so hair don't goes huge. This wat I think when ppl apply wax : the haircut look best when it's left imprecise. Apply bit of wax or mousse in front of your hair to the back. This will rough up texture and gives hair some gut. Blow -dry , using hands to pull hair in different directions and create a tousled effect. The key word here is tousled. finished by working a dab of wax though the strands with your fingers. it flatten unwanted fluffiness and complete the playful, pricey look. As my face is plumpy, he update my hair with feathery and face slimming sexy shag.

When sugi snipped off handful of hair near the neck area and sideway, i noted my eyes appeared bigger , my neck longer. And as I walked -- no strode--- out, my posture was more erect, shoulder back, chin tiled up. I feels young and energetic once more,bulky hairs off my face, wind blows things can just much cooler. What I found amazing is that I have a god given straight hair, but Sugi give me a cut that can create a subtle curling effect (especially with wax) without using damaging perm.

Every woman has their own barameter for whats count a dramatic cut. LYnn , one of the model, got a dramatic cut, from demure long hair with perm at the end and a sweet bang at the front ends up with bold, hard rock funky chic . She got bit of pixies hair above and few hairs hanging down. I love that cool style ! At first she is miserable but after a galz meeting out few days before she appeared loved with her hair lots, she even prepared a few plans on how to style her hair differently. Maybe becoz suki saw her outgoing nature, his instinct is actually gives her a punk look instead of feminine perm with long hair.

I am no longer hiding my face behind ho-hum hair.

Anonymous scribbled this at 11:52 PM...

Some thoughts in the midst of the nite......
I have a email called miracle_dreams since year 2000.
That is a meaning for it.
I like the word miracle.
I don't know why.
It remind me of Kenny G album called " miracle".
Dreams. Not dreaming but a goal in life that fills with much passion and hope.
I have a lot of dreams but they seems to be impossible.
When things is so impossible to achieve, we hope for miracle isn't it?
That's y called miracle_dreams.
Miracle is truly a wonderful word. It leave hope for the hopeless. Even the least possible.
I thank god for His kindness on giving miracles to the world.
I believe there is miracle. You , yourself is a miracle because u are unique in the world. When u disappear, no such person like u will exist in the world again in the identical fashion.

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Went for an interview last week, sounds like my dream job.It's Bold and adventurous. MAybe not. I will not disclose but I hope I can finish this before I can go anywhere that seems "normal" for most people. i want something in life where there is boredom avoided. Where everyday u struck in the traffic, in mrt , in bus..waiting waiting waiting .. reach the work place , I will give a gloomy face because I had experience an unpleasant ride to work. Everyday. Going to work is challenging at first as there are new things to learn but soon , it get dead stagnant. Like prison. prison better huh? I want a place no one knows me. But seems, interpersonal relationship is so complex that I wan to avoid all. Doing temp job all the place, trying to find bits and pieces of myself.
Then I finally know something: I am still young. I have enough time to explore, do the thing that is out of your limit , beyond your imagination. Till a certain period to settle down. 9 to 5 job? lol , u still have ample of time to do that in your life. Boredom scared the shit out of me , this is what I have found in 9 to 5 temp job(any). I just can't stick my butt on thaT same place, same chair everyday.Ok, my brain is on my butt. Torturing man!

If we are bold and adventurous, we may indeed encounter the risks & dangers. But then, we would develop stable roots in the ground, and grow tall and mighty. Our lives would be rich & dynamic. Every day would open up fresh horizons for us, and we would taste the marrow of life. If we are overly-cautious and self-preserving, it may be possible to avert certain disasters. But you only need one small 'fly' to finish you off. Even if that doesn't happen, we would live a life of fear and suspicion. We would remain small, incapable of benefiting others with the huge potential for growth that's trapped inside us. And what is a life lived vainly slinking around in the shadows? Try not to take everything so seriously. Relax and have fun, add values to ur life. You will find that situations you thought would be horrible may actually turn out to be enjoyable & a blessing in disguise. Remember that a big part of success lies in your attitude. If you convince yourself that things will be horrible, they probably will be. You are the only one who can make the decision to be happy. Regardless of how you may think, you always have this control.Sure, you'll have setbacks along the way, 'Taking risks is scary, but it is not as scary as standing still for 20 years,' 'How many people do you know who are still caught up in doing the same thing, with the same people, day after day, and talking about 'one day' when they find their dreams to arrive? Ordinary people wait for their dreams to show up, and extraordinary people go out and pursue their dreams.
Extraordinary people hold themselves accountable for their choices; their actions; their destination.
They don't wait for 'one day' because that day is today.'

Life is unfathomable and complex. One way or the other, we cannot tell what will come to pass. Risk does not increase simply because we choose to take it. It is ever present in the same amount, whether we trudge intrepidly forward or struggle to remain where we are.So fuel your dreams with the courage to make them real. Allow your fragile heart to love without restraint in order to make it strong. Acknowledge your ignorance so you will continue to learn. And experience the vibrancy of life so that when it ends, you will not be burdened by regret.'Its true you don't know what you've got until its gone, but its also true you don't know what you've been missing until it arrives.'

2moro , going to have dinner with huimin and the gals from tempus exhibi, well, look forward to this dinner as we have been a long time nv met. Hmmm.. it is the galz time.

i fig out that relationship will least satisfy my happiness and goals . Love will blind u and u nv knows...Thank u very much , i am jolly happy with my single life now.I am been loved by many and I just lacked of loves to give away it's not i nv try. I truly believe in fate when coming to relationship. Sorry , i can't help it ! :P
gtg slp nw

Anonymous scribbled this at 10:57 AM...

I idolise Jeon Ji Hyun's healthy hair . Now my hair is far cry from hers

Anonymous scribbled this at 9:23 AM...

At the salon days earlier to get my hair highlighted. Get a quick snapshot at my aluminium-wrapped hair . Never treat my hair in this way before. Funny and cool ! Should go on the stage like this with aluminium head with angel's circle. How long is this going to take ? MY hair turn white liao!

Anonymous scribbled this at 9:19 AM...

TAke a quick shot at the real show , real life demo of cutting on the stage. Sugi -san is cutting Dawn's hair in front of the audiences!

Anonymous scribbled this at 9:14 AM...

This is wat is going on at the backstage. Sugi told us to wait behind the "cage" and remain silent. Will wild gals and guys like us will wait calmly behind the certain ? HAHA! NOPE ! We make lots of noise and movement and doh...and a place of our last min touch up for our hair ! The behind scene is actually more exciting than in the stage looking at model's hair been cut and perm! Huh... lots of cheers and consolting, anticipatation, laughter and we practise our first ever "catwalk " last min! 2 different faces 1) Smiling, confident and calm at the stage 2) Crazy, sadness, happiness extreme nervous and praying for a nice haircut turn out and lots of toking to surpress our mixed emotions

Anonymous scribbled this at 9:09 AM...

The professional makeup artist trying their best in doing our makeup. Thay are serious and elaborate on every aspect on our face .On the stage up is our "PlayBoy" sissy MC....micheal ?

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:57 AM...

why I took the pic? I am amazed and inspired by the rich colorfulness makeup set that create temporary miracle in woman's face. Makeup , is an essential part of show.

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:53 AM...

Hair style must have equipment.

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:49 AM...

My makeup artist for that day !Thanks her for creating a miracle on my face really !

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:47 AM...

Only dawn and my hair were being cut by him on that show in real time. He is Sugi -san. he is responsible for deciding wat kind of hairstyle for each unique model.

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:40 AM...

Pls Don't drool . Just to remind u that u have seen the wrong person, she is not celest chong. Isn't gorgeous Dawn look like our homegrown beauty cum celebrity ,Celest chong ?

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:28 AM...

Victory for Dawn and me . I am too excited to take pic with celebrity!

Anonymous scribbled this at 8:23 AM...

eunice, lynn, sharon poising sweet chics (below), Dawn and Eileen making funny faces (above)

Anonymous scribbled this at 7:52 AM...

Before hairdo with Sharon! I missed my Jeon Ji-hyun's hair!

Anonymous scribbled this at 7:40 AM...

sharon :P. I loved her new beautiful curls ! It look

Anonymous scribbled this at 7:33 AM...

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

We are No: "1170" Criminals. (still smiling away)

Anonymous scribbled this at 1:40 AM...

CAo Ah LiAn , Cao Ah LiAn! I am dreadful of that golden streaks in front. I can't recognised is me ! I am actually doing blonde highlight!
This lady don't look like usual me , I used "this lady" means that I can't even recognized.
What shall I call? This is COSMETIOLOGY. (no such word ,i invent it)

Anonymous scribbled this at 1:05 AM...

I am criminal 0711

Anonymous scribbled this at 12:53 AM...

the gals with Kaori , the only jap hairstylist (the lady on the extremely left)

Anonymous scribbled this at 12:33 AM...

Monday, September 20, 2004

eh huh...ke ni (that xiao zai bo that flash her victory in front and her hair with big rollers is still doing perm). That guy behind her is also another male model and he is hot. (well , he claimed that he is top 10 models in china)

Anonymous scribbled this at 11:57 PM...

took pic with one of our cute hairstylist "Yi Zi MA" .He did Ke ni's hair (one of the galz). Keni hair is one of the nicest hair and I hope I can have her hair actually.

Anonymous scribbled this at 11:44 PM...

One of the male model (huh..E_andy?) and me

Anonymous scribbled this at 11:35 PM...

Eunice and me

Anonymous scribbled this at 11:34 PM...